I’m tired, and I’m weary, and a lot of me is frustrated. I’m just so very tired in a lot of ways. I just want parts of my brain to shut off and stop.
In the words of Linford Detweiler’s poem, “Dizzy”,
I wonder how long it would
Really
Take
For my mind to quit spinning
And rest awhile
I’m just trying to hold on. This is the song that I’m holding on to (and waking up to) currently. So in the words of Mark Lee:
Look outside, the autumn leaves are falling
Deep inside you hear the road is calling
And I know you want to walk away
And leave it all behind
You’re running from nothing
Chasing lies can find you tired and jaded
And in your world the colors have all faded
If you think that you can find a place
To get away from the pain
You’re looking for nothing
I hate to see you leave without a fight
Time will open doors for you
Wishes spent make dreams come true
I promise I’ll be there
Don’t say goodbye
Take my hand, let’s walk a while together
Holding hands won’t make love last forever
But I know you probably need someone
To help you work it out
You’ve gotta do something
Oh my…I need grace.
-Sarah
